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"The Quest"

Rummaging through stuff this week Deepika found a poem that she had written 4 years ago. Was God preparing her for this day? I believe that He invested so much and prepared us in ways that we were never aware of.

THE QUEST

As she stood there alone on the beach
Was there something God wanted to teach?
She thought she had done everything right
And yet there was this pain she had to fight

What will I do without you?
When the emotions of love are so few
The world will continue to turn
As the fires of destruction burn

Love is to hear
not to fear
Love isn't to say
nor just a feeling of happiness and gay

What will I do without you?
As I sit alone in an empty room
My life is incomplete
Lost without no one to guide my feet

While noticing the tears in my eyes
He said that not one of his promises were lies

What will I do without you?
While I don't even have a clue
On how to live a life that is true to you

Then you turned and said to me
"You will never have to live without me."

I died for the sins
Of you and you kin
So that you would never feel lost
At any cost

Since that day love has touched her soul
She lives her life like she is just playing a role.

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